….was very very tiring. I woke up at 9AM and walked all day long. It’s 2:17AM right now and I’m about to go to sleep…ghhhh….so many fun things happened today so it was worth it kekeke
at least everything’s settled for my trip to Korea in September now kekeke
Talk to you soon loves! Thank you so much for all your lovely messages telling me to have fun while I’m in Bucharest kekekeke
Lots of love, C! xx
…was way better! Saw my mom after months haha. We had lots of fun and actually right now I’m in the middle of running away from a rummy gave!! I’m losing so much money T_T oh my life
Anyways, I can’t post any pictures yes but I will soon! I miss all of you and I’m sorry for not being able to reply to my messages right now
See you soon~~~xxx
‘What’s wrong?’, Eli asked him and he lifted his eyes from his hands. ‘Don’t you like the food?’, he threw another question at him.
‘Huh? Is something wrong with Jaeseop-hyeong?’, Dongho heard Eli and turned towards AJ. ‘Are you sick hyeong?’
‘N-No, it’s not that, don’t worry about me.’, AJ simply replied and looked at his untouched food. Everybody was laughing and having fun, but he couldn’t think about anything else. She was devouring his thoughts.
‘Come on AJ, have some fun! It doesn’t happen often that we go out like this. Should I ask the waitress for another bottle of soju? Or do you want some beer?’, Soohyun said, obviously a little bit drunk while swinging his arm around AJ’s shoulder.
‘You stink.’, AJ scolded and jerked Soohyun’s arm away. ‘I don’t want to drink anything.’
‘Aishhh, you’re really annoying tonight.’, Soohyun hissed and turned away from him. AJ knew that, he knew that he was being annoying, but he couldn’t do anything about it.
‘Are you thinking about her again?’, Kevin leaned closer towards AJ and poked his waist with his elbow.
‘W-What do you mean?’, AJ looked with faked unknownness on his face.
‘Oh come on Jaeseopie, you’re crazy about her. Why won’t you be honest to yourself?’, Kevin then asked and took a sip of his cola.
‘I have no idea what you’re talking about.’, AJ coldly replied and looked away.
‘You think that your friendship will be ruined if you confess to her, right? You’ve been friends for what, three years now? And you think that she will completely reject you once you tell her how you truly feel about her. But what if you won’t ruin anything? What if you’ll get everything that you ever wanted?’
AJ’s eyes widened. He never thought about this outcome. As long as he told her that he was in love with her, he was sure that was it.
‘B-But still..’, AJ stuttered and Kevin interrupted him.
‘But still what? Are you going to tell me that you’re going to let her meet up with that guy? She’s going to meet up with him in..’, Kevin said and quickly looked at his watch, ‘…35 minutes. Shouldn’t you run over to her? Shouldn’t you tell her how you feel before he will snatch her away from you? Run over to her Jaesopie.’
Instantly, AJ stood up and rushed out of the restaurant. He didn’t even hear Kevin’s cries to take an umbrella. With his blood boiling, he started running through the rain, not even feeling his clothes getting drenched.
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She was looking in the mirror. Her hair, make-up and clothes were perfect. She looked at the wall-clock in her bedroom and sighed to herself.
‘I’m early. Another 20 minutes to wait, huh?’, she talked to herself and sighed a second time. ‘I’m not even nervous anymore when it comes to these lame dates.’, she said and took a seat on the edge of her bed, her expression sadder than usually. ‘Who knows, maybe I’ll like this one. Maybe this one will make me forget about him.’, she continued to talk to herself. She laid herself on her back and looked at her ceiling. His face was haunting her vision.
‘Why does it have to be like this? Why did I have to fall in love with you?’, she asked him and stretched her arm, grabbing someone that wasn’t there.
She heard a sudden, heavy knock on her door. Startled, she stood up from her bed, looking at her clock again. 17 more minutes until he had to pick her up. Was he early as well?
Looking one last time in the mirror, she walked towards her entrance door. When she opened it, her eyes flew open.
AJ was in front of her. He was wet and he was frowning.
‘J-Jaeseop..’, she stuttered and scanned him from head to toe. Did he run through the pouring rain?
‘Can I come in?’, he directly asked her and pushed the door open, entering her apartment.
‘What happened to you?’, she asked after she closed the door. ‘Why are you drenched?’ Her eyes were seduced by his upper body. His white shirt became see-through due to the rain, making his nipples and stomach visible.
‘Can we talk?’, he asked, not minding her questions.
‘My date i-is going to get here any moment. Can’t we talk some other time?’, she replied. She didn’t even know why she was stuttering.
‘No. It has to be now, if not, I will lose my courage.’, he said and lowered his eyes. Why was he behaving like this? And why was her heart beating so fast?
‘Let me b-bring you a towel first.’, she said and she was about to head to the bathroom, but he grabbed her wrist and held her back.
‘No, I have no time for that. Just hear me out.’, he said and she was looking at the drops that were falling from the ends of the strands of his hair.
She nodded and locked her eyes with him.
’________, I’m in love with you.’, AJ said.
this is a bad omen I tell you guys
Imma update you on everything that Imma do there. Photos and stuff kekekeke!
Wish me luck~~~ Fighting!! x
omg did you make that? you’re almost as talented as Seungho Ö Is there a thing you can’t do?
Sadly, no, I’m not good in editing ;A; My good friend mil-mil made this for me cuz she’s a sweetheart! (It says on the picture that the artwork is done by her kekeke)
sneak peek for the G.O scenario~~ (ノ￣ω￣)ノ
응 카카오톡 있어! 아이디는 crizbiii 야.
WHAT IS THIS OH MY GOD STOP IT I CAN’T TAKE THIS, DON’T THAT THAT I’M THE BEST BECAUSE FEELINGS ;A;
You’re so lovely to me oh god! I’m so happy you enjoyed it! And believe me, I’d love to write about more groups! (Actually, I’m thinking about starting a blog for a 3rd group but nothing’s settled right now ahehehe)
I can barely cope with two blogs now but believe me I’d love to write about every group I like! I’d love to write about female groups as well!
So much U-KISS/Infinite on my dash but barely any MBLAQ D: What is happening to the MBLAQ blogs I’m already following???
